jada423

schools almost here...yay! *not* i havnt even finished my summer homework -___- all school brings is hard as hell work, overwhelming drama, scary weirdo teachers and stupid projects that distract me from important things.  i dont acctualy learn or gain anything from school.  not to mention having to force a face smile every day... im almost done my fuzzy raichu pokemon... after that im going to make a see through light- green kimono thing to wear.  cuz i got a bunch of fabric on disount and i dont know what to you it for...it matches nothing lol and its soft and netted, so i love it.  i havnt draw in forever, i need to practiceeeee

WHY AM I DOING THIS AGAIN? im letting a person get to my feelings...telling her, about my past. Ive been hurt so many times before but i cant stop...eh ive only met her on facebook, whats the worst that can happen? i already consider my social life destroyed...eh my life was so much easier when 90% of my friends were guys....maybe i just need a boyfriend :  i real one -___-

so many lies, i dont even no if i speak the truth anymore.  if u hate me, then too bad, don't pretend to be my friend.  those are the people i truley hate the most....